Yesterday I went to church with Amber and met some new friends. I felt like I really connected with God because I took a step towards Him.
At Island ECC (a church), I finally met Kyle, the youth priest that Amber talked about all the time. While preaching, God sent me a message. That is if I take a step towards God, He will let me know that he is closer to me than I thought. I feel like I have taken a step towards him, and I feel closer to God than I ever had before.
Although Amber and I only attended service at Island ECC and I haven’t been to a fellowship with her, I still feel more welcome at the churches I’ve been to recently. I think it may be the different culture; Hong Kong is a fast paced city, and therefore people often don’t have time to stay and connect with each other. However, with the churches Amber has brought me to, people can stay longer, chat with you, and even pray for you.
The last time I’ve been to MIC (another church), someone prayed with me. Although I still need to get used to the English bible, I feel like I’m fitting into their culture okay, and I’m starting to really understand what Christianity is all about. I was so affected by God that, when I got home, I had a long chat with my mom (not necessarily about Christianity, but about what happened today, as we always talk about this subject) and suggested that we start reading the bible together again. I hope to maintain a good connection with God throughout my whole life.
While chatting with mom, I realized that life is very short, and when it ends, everything that we have earned will be meaningless; however, the sins we have made will be remembered by the people around us. I also understood that, if, by any chance, I lose mom earlier on in my life, I might not be strong enough. This is because I am not as close with my dad as I am with mom. Therefore, I pray that God will guide me and help me improve my relationship with dad and, hopefully, aid me in introducing dad to Christianity.
During the discussion with mom after reading the Bible, I realized that nowadays, people don’t really praise The Lord for the things he has done in the past — the ones recorded in the Bible. Maybe it’s because these things sound like myths and may not be true. But the Bible contains nothing but the truth — and God’s message (which is also part of the truth).
To think further, God has also done many things in our lives that some may believe is “pure luck.” However, everything is under His control, and therefore we should all thank Him for the little things that happen in life — the good and the bad that define who we are as people.
Furthermore, when admitting our sins to God, we should also think about how we can avoid committing these sins again. This way, we won’t be asking God for forgiveness for the same things.
Whenever I make a decision, I always feel like God is telling me what to do. God has helped me throughout my life, especially during the times when I didn’t fit in at school. I always had a “gut feeling” to say or do something at a certain time. I believe that is God talking to me, and helping me. I feel blessed that God is with me and that God listens to my prayers. It is true; God always stands by me and helps me when I need Him the most.
Right now, I am at a (to-be) Chinese doctor’s apartment, having my knee taken care of. I have had many knee injuries ever since I was 4 (I keep spraining it), and I hope that after a few month’s medical care, it will get better. This problem has bugged me for a long time and has restrained me for doing certain sports, including attendance in PE class for a few weeks.
God has answered my prayers, because right now my knee has gotten better. I pray that soon, I will be able to walk and run just fine, and that I can worry about other things.
I sincerely thank you, God, for choosing to stay by my side for so long.
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